Because Allah knows the best.....

Gambar penulis sekadar hiasan ;p (OoO.. looks like I'm growing a moustache in this pic (T____T)

Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope.

 He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maula (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people." 

Surah Al-Baqarah 286

Do you find that everyone depends on you but you have no one to depend on? It is very stressful sometimes.

 From the outside, I probably looked like every one else. On the inside, especially within my heart, I was in shambles.

They says, let yourself go. There's a limitation to certain things you do. You have a husband to take care of. Don't push yourself to do all things for your family. But if I don't  then who will take care of them? How could I to let my mom and seorang anak yatim not having proper meal just because I have no time and too tired to do groceries shopping?

To be honest, dalam hati ada terdetik why I'm the first born daughter. Why not no 2, no 3? But then I realized that Allah put me in this place, because HE loves me, and Allah menguji setiap hamba yang Dia sayang. HE knows that I'm strong, that I can do everything. 

I will never limit myself for my family. But I still hope, everyone else like my siblings could offer their help  and contribute something to the family,as well to learn to take care the family, so that one day I can happily move to Ipoh and stay with my husband. 

I just hope that I have power to make everyone happy. Everyone seems happy, me happy too, but within my heart, only Allah knows.  Allah knows what is best for us, so why should we complain? We always want the sunshine but HE knows there must be rain.  HE knows what best for me. As for now, I believe this is the best for me..

And I have Allah to depend on.. A very charming and kind husband ,he has been a shoulder to cry on.. Alhamdulillah.....

New year's resolution

Ahh finally i have time to write... I hope its not too late to wish Happy New Year!!

 Just come back from holiday. The holiday was great! Finally dapat juga spend time with DH pergi memancing. Terubat juga rindu nak memancing walaupun yang dapat hanyalah 2-3 ekor ikan buntal! hahaha

Oh about the Body Shop parcel.. yeah finally dapat juga. Staff di office beritahu, on 2nd Jan baru sampai,  i dah sampai di Ipoh masa tu.. nevermind, i found out that strawberry shower gel not that good enough when put on my body. I have to admit that Guardian shower cream is much much better and it cost me only RM 10.90!!

I spend so much money for this new year buying beauty products.  Maklumlah tengah menghabiskan sisa sisa bonus hari tu ;P. My new year resolution for 2013 adalah untuk menjadi cantik diluar dan didalam, for Husband bukan org lain. Not that husband tak suka diri saya seadanya, tapi ni kira bonus la kepada DH because he loves me unconditionally, yang tak kisah who i am, what my size and terima diri ini seadanya. Semoga DH sentiasa happy dengan memandang saya. ;P. Saya rasa semua isteri perlu menjaga penampilan untuk suami dan tak salah kalau yang mampu untuk peruntukan sedikit wang berhias untuk suami. Walaupun berhias ke pejabat walau suami tak melihat kita di pejabat sedikit sebanyak  mejaga air muka suami juga. Tahun ni saya berazam nak banyak kan koleksi baju kurung. Rasanya dah tak nak pakai kemeja atau kadang kadang berTshirt lagi ke pejabat. Mungkin sekali sekala. Tak boleh drastik nanti tak terikut hehehe..

Selain itu  saya juga berazam mencantikkan jiwa dan rohani for Allah SWT. Saya tak tahu bagaimana nak mula, tapi atas bimbingan DH semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.

My pray, for this year, I just want to be happy, have kids, enjoy my life, love Allah, husband and family, Recites Quran for arwah ayah, help others and create some good works and photos. Amin..

Love,

Eny

Hello world

I'm eny! new here.. hope i can write good post here as many as i can!

Cheers and see you soon!