Ya Allah, help me get rid this loneliness and tell me that our love can go the distance...
Me waiting my adik to finish his trial exam then only i can meet DH (u know i kan supir hantar budak sekolah aka guru tuition tak bertauliah aka penceramah bebas tentang kesedaran study last minute ni hehe)..
That means this merdeka break i just have to spend my day off at home saja lah.. Adoi memikirkan keboringan tu lah rasa waktu lama sangat berjalan... I wish i can go to work on this merdeka day huwaaaaaaa!
On 31st tu ada kenduri Pak Ngah DH kat Batu Gajah, kena fikir jugak, nak pergi atau tak pergi...... hmmm... kalau ke kenduri Pak Ngah on Saturday, boleh bertolak dari Thursday lepas ambil Irfan, then boleh sampai Ipoh Khamis malam Jumaat tu, dan jumpa DH :D
Ada 2 hari extra nak bermanja :D
Anyway, kena fikir dulu, bilanya nak do the grocery shopping, beli ikan sayur tu semua utk bekalan rumah while me away from home.. then baru boleh balik jumpa DH dengan senang...
Macam ni lah pengorbanan kena jaga family, and at the same time, jaga my hati yang kacau bilau ni...
This loneliness is totally consuming me... Ya Allah..
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